Spider Web Smiles.

I wish with all of my heart for a place inside that doesn't rot and never dies. Traversing through the spanning distance with a spring in step and a kink in neck and I find that only my thoughts have guided me here. I wonder through life with the certainty that uncertainty will be my everlasting companion but I take comfort in its company. Twisting little water way lends me a fresh bath and a warm breath of sunshine and I'll take off my coat and stay a while. Not too, too long just long enough to drink you in have a nice shot and I'll see you next time. With your cute little grin and your overalls stained with disappointment's. Adversity seems so righteous when it's putting on the two-step but I know now how to fly and I gave up on watching its topsy-turvy dance. Good night sweet angel tonight I fly with the demons to that unknown cavern-o-plenty and with you by my side I can conquer the she-beast within. Still, I walk on water-to-wine to reach the thundering abyss inside your peppered eyes and I whisper a goodnight against the fall of time that finally reached its last stroke. Patience was never a virtue just a lie and tonight I take the wheel and drive myself over the cliff just beyond the brink into the vast contagious valley of a blissful ever after only to wake slick with sweat and all alone touching myself where I miss your fingers. This is only a dream I whisper into the lightening outside my window bay and I, no more and no less, a mirage in this hour of fury, this hour of exhausted peace. I am in this moment happy in my unhappiness dosed on the knowledge that the path I walk along leads far beyond the wreckage sprawling before me and I need only walk to find a better place in my seclusion in which to rest my weary absent minded follies for one night. Sleep is the enemy but it sings sweet nothings in my waiting ears and I fall into, unto and through your eyes but for a moment and you are mine. I saw a ghost tonight. She stood fallen but erect outside the landscape where the moon shines brightest. She wondered if I would love you as I have come to love myself or would I give you the best of everything there is to walk in your shadow. Want not what you cannot have, she says seducing me into her spider-web smiles and take only what you need leave the rest for the afterlife it makes more sense there. And then she was gone, left me alone with feelings that never make sense and an empty glass to refill. My dreams sleep with you tonight and I sleep with the frog in my throat. Did I ever tell you that your body turns pink at my touch? Sacred, stark naked I lie in want without fear. I am free in my undead reality and you are my queen of the dark with the fire light beauty and the soft-spoken bite. Goodnight my love, Goodnight.

The Hottest Way to Bring Home a Bad Day!

We've all had them and we've all done it. We've had (as a famous children's book once put it) A terrible, horrible, no-good, very bad day and we've brought it to our partners. All that anger and frustration boiling over the surface only to erupt at the slightest hint of a spark. Which, of course, leaves you searching for your pride, happiness and relationship in the embers of what they once were.

Next time try this. It will only work if you have had a terrible day, otherwise there just isn't enough conviction behind it to give it fire.

Call your partner and tell them to meet you at home (or if home isn't a joint commodity for you, someplace private). Don't argue and don't allow them to argue. They'll make up their own minds. Keep the conversation short, not bristled, just short.

When you walk through the door, take a moment to acknowledge them and then announce that you have had a horrible day. Don't give them a chance to speak. Just look them in the eye and say something like this...

"I don't want to talk, (you can talk about it later if you feel so inclined but it'll distract you and the moment will lose it's energy) I don't want to fight, I don't want to be alone, I just want to fuck you until I feel better."

"I don't want to make love, I don't want to play nice or be sweet or gentle. I don't want to be easy and I don't want to cuddle. I just want to bury myself inside you and make you cum so hard the walls shake. I want to take you over and over and over again. I want to fuck you hard and long and rough. I want to make you scream and squirm and beg me to stop..."

The idea is to be as kinky and dirty as possible without being lewd (the definition of lewd varies from person to person, so keep that in mind).

For bottoms or submissive's simply change the I want to I want you to.... Or for you role-playing buffs, use the third person edge "Daddy/Mommy, Master/Mistress wants..."

In any event, your bad mood is probably going to go away and you get some serious one-on-one NIN's "Closer" kind of time with your sweetie- provided they respond by giving you what you want.

If they don't respond with the same enthusiasm or interest, go to the bathroom, bedroom or home and do yourself. A little masturbation will also go a long way to cure a bad day. Just fuck yourself until you feel better.

Think about it, orgasm releases endorphines and other chemicals in the brain that naturally make you feel better. Sure beats rehashing the day by talking about it before releasing the steam attached to it and I know it would beat getting into a fight because you're attitude caused unpleasantness towards/for your beloved.

You can always try variations too. Perhaps roughly (but with respect) throwing them against a wall as you begin your dialogue. Get real close to their neck and almost whisper it into their ears or continue talking dirty after you've made your intentions clear etc... the possibilities are endless...

It's an interesting way to spread the peace and make a little love.

Well, have a good day and if you don't have a great ending to a very bad day. ;-D

**The author would like to remind readers, on the offhand chance that someone reads this and gets the wrong idea, consent is still a must even in this scenario. Your partner still has to CONSENT to this behavior. Rape is NEVER, under any circumstance, acceptable. NO ALWAYS means NO!