Spider Web Smiles.

I wish with all of my heart for a place inside that doesn't rot and never dies. Traversing through the spanning distance with a spring in step and a kink in neck and I find that only my thoughts have guided me here. I wonder through life with the certainty that uncertainty will be my everlasting companion but I take comfort in its company. Twisting little water way lends me a fresh bath and a warm breath of sunshine and I'll take off my coat and stay a while. Not too, too long just long enough to drink you in have a nice shot and I'll see you next time. With your cute little grin and your overalls stained with disappointment's. Adversity seems so righteous when it's putting on the two-step but I know now how to fly and I gave up on watching its topsy-turvy dance. Good night sweet angel tonight I fly with the demons to that unknown cavern-o-plenty and with you by my side I can conquer the she-beast within. Still, I walk on water-to-wine to reach the thundering abyss inside your peppered eyes and I whisper a goodnight against the fall of time that finally reached its last stroke. Patience was never a virtue just a lie and tonight I take the wheel and drive myself over the cliff just beyond the brink into the vast contagious valley of a blissful ever after only to wake slick with sweat and all alone touching myself where I miss your fingers. This is only a dream I whisper into the lightening outside my window bay and I, no more and no less, a mirage in this hour of fury, this hour of exhausted peace. I am in this moment happy in my unhappiness dosed on the knowledge that the path I walk along leads far beyond the wreckage sprawling before me and I need only walk to find a better place in my seclusion in which to rest my weary absent minded follies for one night. Sleep is the enemy but it sings sweet nothings in my waiting ears and I fall into, unto and through your eyes but for a moment and you are mine. I saw a ghost tonight. She stood fallen but erect outside the landscape where the moon shines brightest. She wondered if I would love you as I have come to love myself or would I give you the best of everything there is to walk in your shadow. Want not what you cannot have, she says seducing me into her spider-web smiles and take only what you need leave the rest for the afterlife it makes more sense there. And then she was gone, left me alone with feelings that never make sense and an empty glass to refill. My dreams sleep with you tonight and I sleep with the frog in my throat. Did I ever tell you that your body turns pink at my touch? Sacred, stark naked I lie in want without fear. I am free in my undead reality and you are my queen of the dark with the fire light beauty and the soft-spoken bite. Goodnight my love, Goodnight.